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[23 Jan 2007|12:07pm]
You know the Bible 70%!
 

Wow! You are truly a student of the Bible! Some of the questions were difficult, but they didn't slow you down! You know the books, the characters, the events . . . Very impressive!

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[15 Jan 2007|11:59pm]
I've pretty much ruined my life.
And I really would rather be dead.
I used to be happy.
Please take me back to a day when we hadn't met each other.
Cause then everything will be normal again.
Then we can both be happy.

My mom hates me cause I won't break up with my boyfriend.
My boyfriend hates me because I'm childish and crazy, amongst other things.
My dad is halfway across the world in Hawaii with someone who makes him happy.
So happy that his clinical depression and daily medication is a thing of the past.
Do u remember when he used to be all alone, loaded, calling his daughter to cry?
Cause I do, like it was yeserday.
Now I'm the fuck-up who calls him.
My brother has become an unbelieveable curler and an intelligent kid.
I go to school and work, but other than that I'm usually crying.
There is definitely something wrong with me.
And he did it to me.
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[04 Jan 2007|01:31pm]
Well Christmas is over. 
Thank god for that. 
I figure it must just be a year of bad.
But things are getting better.
My dad left today :( That was sad.
It may be 4-5 months before I see him again.
That's really sad cause I'll probably die before then.
And he won't be here for my 19th birthday, a huge marker in my life!
But that means Poopsie is back at home! [loves her]
I went back to school yesterday.
But I love school so that's fine.
And I go back to work tomorrow. 
But thank God I was smart and took off this weekend.
I work 5-9 tomorrow and I have the weekend off...to get drunk with the girls I hope.
Even though now we have conflict between legal drinking age and bars. 
I'll be 3rd to be 19.
Jill had her birthday Dec. 11 and Margaret is next in March.
I'll be in a bar with bells [and only bells] on April 14th.
+ got a u.p.e.i. sweat shirt today
+ got paid ($400!)
+ psychology this afternoon with Sara, and then hopefully I'll hear from Jillian.
Things with Matt are...o.k.
Things with everyone else couldn't be better.
My car is working.
My health is just under satisfactory.
And I have a bunch of new clothes that I have accumulated over the last month.
It's embarassing walking around campus looking like a rag-a-muffin.

but I have to be at school for 1. 
Toodles <3
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[21 Dec 2006|10:59pm]

I'm so excited that Christmas is so soon. But I haven't really had time to enjoy it. I work 10-9 tomorrow. It's brutal. I will have worked 42 and a half hours at the end of the day tomorrow. Plus I have to go in on Christmas Eve from 10-2. That's pretty shitty. But I took all next week off. I was super excited before but now I'm a little concerned that some of my friends are mad at me. Although I'm not too sure why. They may not be, I might just be crazy. I haven't been drunk in so long though and I know they are the girls to do it with.

I haven't bought all my Christmas presents yet. Hopefully I'll get it done on Saturday. But I already got one present. He gave me my CD player early and put it in tonight with Murray. It's reallllly weird having a CD player in my car now, but I love it.
 



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seems like it's been forever that you've been gone. [05 Dec 2006|10:20am]
[ mood | lonely ]

So things have kind of taken a turn for the worse.
Matt like hates me. For absolutely no reason. I went to his friend (and my friend) McKenna's yesterday for no more than 2 hours with Jill. Jill and McKenna are exes that have become civilized over time. So there is NO REASON that I shouldn't be there. I've even slept over at McKenna's (when Jill was there) and Matt didn't get mad. But lately it's gotten really bad. He LOVES to hang out with his friend Kyle...Kyle Richards. You may know him. If so, I'm sorry. But yea...Matt hates me. I want a sweet boyfriend who takes me for walks in the snow and loves me. Nothing overly mushy, just something other than this. Cause now I'm just wasting my time, and his too.

My car died. Well, I keep saying that but really the exaust pipe fell out. The man called from Petro last night and said it was gonna be 300+. Dad will be home on Thursday night anyways so whatever. Not that I want to make him pay for this, but I just get really stressed out. Like really bad. Matt calls me crazy all the time. That doesn't help things. And I'm always in tears. It's actually really pathetic. I never ever wanted to move away from P.E.I. Everyone knows that about me. Right now I am at the point that I just want to get away from here.

I've like SUPER cut down on smoking weed. Like every 2nd or 3rd day. And yes, thats a huge cut back considering I got baked anywhere from once a day to like 5 times a day. For a year, there were only 3 days that I didn't smoke weed at all. I find that it really fucks with my mind, my memory and my emotions. I still LOVE to get baked, but I have school I need to finish. I write an exam tonight at 7, tomorrow night at 7, the next day at 9am and 7, and the next morning at 9. So don't plan on hearing from me. But after that?

I'm buying at least a quart of Captain Mo' and bringing my canned DP (diet pepsi) and getting hammed. Plus I need cigs and a little bit of greenery.
haha I can see Mom's cat outside running in the snow. It's cute. And Pennie got a bath last night. She's looking much better.

I love that it snowed. I want to put on my snowboarding boots, and pants. Coat, mitts, the whole sha-bang and at least take a walk. There is nothing better than playing outside when you're all bundled up. I hate being cold.
I found out I'm going to NFLD in Feb,
Mom wants to take me somewhere hot for Spring Break cause I don't have any other friends in university so no one else has a "spring break."
Dad still owes me a trip cause me and Daniel both got to choose a trip to go on, since Dad sold the house. Daniel already went on his.
I'm making as many plans as possible to at least get away for a little.
Dad and Katie are heading to Hawaii soon cause she has land there. That would be really fun to explore.
Anywhere I can fry myself in the sun, hammer the Pina Coladas and smoke all the cigs in the world.
haha How sad.

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loves life. [29 Nov 2006|04:32pm]

These are my latest expensive purchase. I bought them in Halifax with Mom last weekend and I love them!
Loves it!
Click on the camel color. That's what I got.

I haven't seen my friends in so long. I have all the end of the year school shit to get done this week and then Tues.-Fri. next week, I write 5 finals. IN 4 DAYS! I have Math, Economics, English, Business and Psychology. It sucks but at the same time, I'm done school for Christmas break on Dec. 8th! So this is the plan, I'm finishing my exam at approx. 11am on Friday and getting hammed all day. That's as far as I got. But Dad gets home on Dec. 7th! Oh yea and I'm working for the 2 weeks I have off before Christmas so I have lots of Christmas spending money for presents. Matthew needs a new cellular + something a little more personable obviously.

Living at home is so much less stressful. I've been so stupid. But me and Matt are back on our own March or April. Thank goodness. Fourteen year old brothers are the hugest pain in the ass. Especially when they have to be reminded to wash themselves and brush their teeth. Blah.
Mom have Pennie a hair cut. I'll have to take a picture. haha She's soooo ugly. 

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[28 Nov 2006|09:04am]
Where'd You Go?
Fort Minor

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
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[07 Nov 2006|12:53pm]
Well...
since the last time I updated, A LOT has happened.
I'm now living at my mom's house. 
Me and Matt couldn't afford to pay $660 + heat for the winter. 
I'm doing so much better now.
My mind was absolutely fucked. It literally took me all this time to not be so anxious all the time.
I was so used to being stressed and paniced about so many things, that it was really hard to adjust.
Me and mom fought for the first little while SOLID.
Now we're getting more civilized. 
You have to remember that I haven't lived with my mother for like 5 years.
I moved out with my Dad when I was like 14 and I had only spent like 2 nights at my mother's since then.
Before living with Mom right now of course.
Matt is doing well at work. He gets a raise soon, finally.
He does a lot of work for the amount he gets paid right now.
Way more then I know I (or anyone else) would put up with. 
From Mon.-Thurs. of last week, he had worked 78 hrs. @ $12.50/hr.
I don't know what his raise will be like though.
School is fine.
I got my business presentation over with today.
I don't know how well it went but I'm glad it's over.
Murray has a job. I can't not update that. We're all very proud of him. He works for MacPhee Construction and his payday, mine, and Margaret's is all this Thursday.
Plus Terrie-Lynn's birthday BASH is this Friday. If we like you, you are more then welcome to come. But bring Terrie something, even something small.
I get to see my friends all the time <3
I love them all so much.
P.S. I know everyone hates PEI, but I love it.
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[22 Oct 2006|04:29pm]
I've been doing really well about my dad being gone.
I think that's because even before he left, I didn't see him much.
But today is a bad day, and I'm really starting to miss him when I get sad.
December 7th = he's home for Christmas.
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[11 Sep 2006|04:00pm]
I want to go to the Boys Night Out show. But I haven't been to a show in a million yrs. so I don't really know anyone down there anymore and non of my friends now go to shows.

So I was wondering if anyone wanted to go to the show w/ me? Or let me tag along with their group.
And depending on who replies yes, we can get tha ol' smoke on (as Margaret would say.)
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[09 Sep 2006|07:44pm]


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[04 Sep 2006|12:12pm]

Crocodile Hunter

R.I.P.
02/22/62 - 09/04/06

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this is what dreams are of [04 Sep 2006|09:16am]
[ mood | happy ]

So tonight will be my last night of summer which is kind of sad. I'm kind of hoping to do something exciting.
Wednesday I got to UPEI. Thank God Margaret is going. And her friend Corey. Cause otherwise I would be totally lost. 
And yesterday I was supposed to sign up for FROSH but I didn't cause I didn't really know anyone that wanted to go. But I guess Patrick Garrity (Gerry Mitchel's cousin} is giving us a tour on Tuesday.
I know things will probably be fine when I get there. And if I'm a huge loser with no friends then I'll just do my work and so super good. Which is what I am kind of hoping for. I really want to do well in school.
But I have so many things I want to do. I want to be able to get a career with my business from UPEI. But I think as soon as I'm out of University, I'm going to work for a few years to get rid of my student loan and then I either want to take the Estitician (sp?) course or go to Holland College to be come a carpenter. Or even take the nursing program there. I just want to do a lot of school early. Cause peoples interests change and I would always have something to fall back on, or just something I can do on the side. I've always wanted to build my own house.

Last night. I hung out with Margaret & Bobby. Which was totally awesome cause I always love hanging out with Margaret when Murray isn't around. No offence to Murray or anything, but I guess it was just me and her in the beginning and to do it like old times is nice sometimes.

My summer totally sucked but things have gotten so much better lately. Matt and I are getting along SO much better then we were. Me and Margaret still keep in touch. And me and Jill are friends again. Not to mention Brittany got a new cell phone so now I hear from her all the time. But I'm still working on hanging out with Bobby. 

And I went from work 41 hrs. this week, to 12 and 1/2 this week. haha I'll be poor but it'll be awesome not to have to work all the time :)

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[28 Aug 2006|09:05am]
Well my weekend is over. And it wasn't even very eventful. But all in all, it was pretty good.

Friday night, I talked to Jill. I actually hung out with her in her car with Margaret, Lisa, and Nikki. Man did I ever miss Jill. And things were the same as soon as I saw her. She said she had wanted to talk to me. Which McKenna told me but I didn't believe it til she said it. And hopefully we'll stay friends now.

Saturday I went to Cavendish and met up with Mom to have some lunch at the Sandbox. My mom, is that mom that you go to when you're so sad. I wouldn't be able to thank her enough for all the times she has been there for me. We're always going to plays, out to dinner/lunch/coffee/shopping.
She loves to be the girly girl mom. But she's always been a business woman, and it really shows me that I can do what she did. 
Candace came over when I got home. And Matt and Murray were over. And Margaret showed up shortly after. It was pretty sweet to hang out with Candace again.

Sunday was pretty chill. We picked up Murray at 2. Cause Margs went to work. I started drinking casually fairly early in the morning. By afternoon, I was feeling it pretty good. 

This morning I had to wake up at 7 and pretend to get ready for work until I could call work at 7:30 and see what time I worked at. Because it could have been that I worked at 8 (I forgot to pick up my schedule cause I didn't work on Saturday) and therefore I would have had to leave right at 7:30. Laura, one of the office girls, told me today is my day off! I'm not in til tomorrow at 8:30! Sounds super.

I'm just chilling at the apartment right now. I have some cleaning to do. Dishes and stuff. But if anyone wants to hang out. Please call!
P.S. Things are slowly getting better with Matt. The good at least out weighs the bad right now. Cause he can be so cute when he knows he's already in trouble <3

There is something on the news. #'s on young teenage girls that get plastic surgery has more than doubled in the last year. As young as 13 y/os getting tummy tucks and breast implants. And most of them are presents from their family. Sick.
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i <3 judge joe brown [16 Aug 2006|04:20pm]

So, the last time I updated, I had called in sick to work because of a UTI.
Today, I went to Dr.Saunders, my family doctor, with my Nanny to get an antibiotic for my UTI that I got last night.
But today wasn't as good as my last one. 

I'm still in my 'transition summer.' Well, that's what I like to call it. a.k.a. my summer that sucks. 
Dad says I'm just in an akward stage between highschool and university. Which makes a lot of sense. Currently, I have a few friends, but I they don't like to hang out with me all the time. And Matt works all day, and we don't get along anymore.

It's actually pretty lonely. But I'm still working a fair bit. And I see my mom a lot. My dad has been gone away just to get Katie and bring her back here but they're home now. And I'll see him sometime by the end of the week.

Tonight me, Mom & Daniel are going to the exhibition. Matt's invited, but as usual, he'll probably bail on me. I'm not overly excited about going with my mom and brother. But neither is Daniel, and mom begged us to. She doesn't do rides, but she wants to go and eat, and look at the animals and all that stuff that you love about the exhibition when you're took short and too young to go on anything except the Merry-go-round.

News Flash: I just called Margaret and she wants to go to the exhibition tonight! And Murray, Margaret, Drew and AJ are going. I hope things work out :)

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[08 Aug 2006|01:37pm]
1. How tall are you barefoot?
I don't know exactly. I'd say around 5'4"?

2.  Full Name:
Abigale Ruth Morgan

3. Do you own a gun?
Nope. can't say that I do.

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
I dunno. I think I'm bi-polar.

5. How many letters are in your crush's first name?
4

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
I like them

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
All I Want For Christmas Is You from Love Actually

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
water or organge juice

9. Do you do push-ups?
Can't see it bud

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
No

11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes

12. Do you like the rain?
Yes

13. Are you sweet?
I can be.

14. Do you have A.D.D?
I don't know. I've never been diagnosed with it.

15. Full Initials:
A.R.M. haha at least it spells something

16. Name 4 thoughts at this exact moment.
"I hate that I have to work at 4"
"I miss Matt"
"I love that I have this weekend off"
"I don't have anything to do, but at least I'm at mom's house doing much needed laundry"

17. Name the last 3 things you have bought in the past week.
-a shower radio on my way out of work
-a hamper for Matt's jeans 
-blizzards for me and Matt on Sunday night


18. What time did you wake up today?
9ish

19. Can you spell?
Pretty well.

20. Current worry?
That we won't look for a new apartment and won't be able to afford this one.
That the summer is almost over and I don't wanna go to UPEI.
That me and Matt will never get along.

21. Current hate?
The fact that me and Matt aren't getting along.

22. Favorite place to be?
Out of the house with Matt. Driving around. Doing something fun.

23. Least favorite place to be?
Fighting in the apartment with Matt.

24. Where would you like to go right now?
Sleep maybe. Or just home on the couch til Matt gets home from work.

25. Do you own slippers?
Yea but I don't really know where they are and they were really sick

26. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
No idea. Hopefully have a career and getting married and/or having kids

27. Do you burn or tan?
Tan. Which I love.

28. Yellow or blue?
um, depends on what it is.

29. Would you be a pirate?
Yea

30. Last time your phone rang?
This afternoon. Dad called wondering if I was on my way to lunch with him.

31. What song do you sing in the shower?
Whatever is stuck in my head then.

32. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
I had a stage where I worried that the house would catch on fire.
And I had a stage where I dreaded going to sleep cause my parents would constantly scream and fight.
And I've always been scared of the dark, because the dark symbolizes murderers and rapists, because I watched too many Unsolved Mysteries when I was a kid.

33. What's in your pockets right now?
No pockets.

34. Last thing that made you laugh?
Matt being silly last night. Cause he was sick and being sooky.

35. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
I had a little kid Sesame Street sleeping bag that I loved. and a Barney blanket that I got for Christmas one year.

36. Worst injury you've ever had?
My trampoline incident. When I ripped all the tendons off the bone :P

37. How many TVs do you have in your house?
2. One in the living room. One in me and Matt's room.

38. What time is it right now?
1:51pm

39. Do you take showers or baths?
I'm the same as Allee. I bathed a fair bit when I lived at home but not at our new place. The tub is put in wrong. It's hard to explain.

40. Does someone have a crush on you?
I don't think so

41. Do you wish on stars?
Sometimes. When I really need some help.

42. what is your favorite book?

Dunno. Don't really read much.

43. What song did you last hear?

Running Away - G. Love. download it. 

44. When were you last kissed?

This morning when Matt left for work probably. I don't usually remember. I'm always half asleep. Or last night.

45. What is your favorite cereal?
Reese's Cereal.

46. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping.

47. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
I miss Matthew

48. Do you like someone right now?
Yea

49. If so, who?
Matthew Rooke

50. What are your plans for the day?
Work 4-9 then going home to Matt and whoever friends he has over.
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[02 Aug 2006|10:28am]
1. we love axe body spray
2. we're as afraid of you as you are of us
3. we try to impress you most of the time
4. we flirt a lot if we like you
5. we flirt a lot. period.

6. the only things we like more than you are accessories/clothes
7. we dont understand "guy talk"
8. we LOVE hugs
9. we hate it when you're ignorant
10. we're not that girly all the time
11. we hate hardcore action movies

12. we giggle 24/7
13. we are scared of almost anything
14. we don't always like the "tall dark and handsome" guy

15. AIM is our life
16. we talk more than 5 hours on the phone everyday
17. we are often self concious
18. our personalities change in high school
19. we have celebrity crushes
20. we're scared of clowns
21. and we're scared of the dark
22. and we're scared of spiders
23. we HATE horror movies
24. we're not sluts!
25. we sometimes take things a lot more seriously than we should
26. we run around our house in baggy shirts and our underwear
27. during sleep overs, we talk about the guys we'd go out with

28. we aren't very athletic
29. we trust you more than our girl friends (sometimes)
30. we are conceited, we just don't like to admit it
31. we cover ourselves in foundation
32. no matter how nice we are, we CAN be mean
33. we love being scared *if your there with us*
34. cuddling is our specialty
35. we LOVE cars
36. we hate a lot of people
37. we cat fight...ANYTIME
38. we scream when we're mad
39. we squeal when we break a nail
40. we BREAK things when we're mad
41. we love to talk about our boobs

42. the food in expensive resturaunts always tastes better (espically if we're not paying for it)
43. bubble baths soothe us
44. when we dont know what to say on the phone, we sigh
45. we are serious people...most of the time
46. our hair is part of who we are
47. we can eat a lot!

48. we hate cartoons
49. our cell phones are our best friend
50. we LOVE the color pink
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[19 Jul 2006|07:13am]
Yesterday was definitely my favorite day of the summer. I woke up, called in sick to work (because I really did have a urinary tract infection) and went and sat at the clinic from 8:10 til just before 11. But I got my antibiotics and I'm on the mend. Then I went home and Terrie Lynn and I decided to go to the beach. There were a lot of people there that we knew. No one that we overly liked all that much. We laid with Danielle K. (I don't know how to spell her last name) and Micaela Thompson. That was around 12. We just said we were going to Zak Likely's cottage ;).

Then we came back to down, while it was still a million degrees. Parked behind Charlottetown Mall and smoked a doob. Then Terrie went home shortly after that. And
I did. And Margaret, Murray, AJ, and Luke came over. Then we went bridge jumping at like 4:30 at St. Catharines. Which I loved. First time bridge jumping of the year. And I really wanna go today and it's Margaret's day off!

Then me and Matt got in a big fight. But I didn't want to let it ruin my night. So I went out for dinner with Mom at Fishbones which was awesome. Except that I was super gross looking cause I hadn't gotten to shower.

I think today, I'm just going to shop til Margaret wakes up. I need some new clothes. And I get paid tomorrow so I might as well do some shopping while I can. I need a new car. Nothing old and ugly. An upgrade to what I have now. Anyone know somebody selling a half decent car?
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[07 Jul 2006|09:34pm]

Well...
this living on my own thing is not all it has been cracked up to be.
Since I moved out, I lost all my friends, my boyfriend hates me (& I'm pretty sure he's open to new offerings from other girls) and I haven't seen my dad in forever which is a complete change from seeing him pretty much every day for 18 years. The wordt part, I don't think he cares.
I hate being lonely. 
If I could move back home I would, and pretend like none of this happened. It's a disgusting thought that I'll never be back in the house on Seaview ever again. And I didn't even get to appreciate my last little while there cause everything was so hectic.
Not to mention the fact that I can't get Matt to come anywhere with me.
I do my shopping alone, grocery and otherwise.
I even call my mom but she's too busy.
I am working a lot which is bonus but since we're out 1 roommate and I'm gettin 500$ next week for the accident with Kyle. Then I kind of feel the obligation to pay Dad the other 250$.
So far my summer sucks.
But if anyone is ever looking for someone to hang out with. You know where I am. Either at work or here at the apartment.

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